Help me turn the lights back on :(

This year has defiantly been the worst year of my life. I have been living without power for over 6 months. I lost my 23 year old son July 12,2021 in a moter bike accident. I would live forever without power if it could bring him back but I know that isn’t possible. 

My dream is to have solar power for my home. This is the house that I raised my children & my son Jeffrey that is a Angel in Heaven now. 
I try to stay strong but loosing a child is torture & I need distractions in my life.
Distraction like tv & power so that I can help with his children my grandkids.
One will be 1 year old in December & the other not even a month old yet. 
I need to survive this depression of loosing my son. I know I will never be ok but I need to keep going for my grandkids.

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